So then lets have a look at my life so far.....

I have always lived (or refered to it as home) in Cumbria the Lake Districtand for the first kinda 16 years of my life i happily grew up in and around Ambleside, which is a lovley place but chokka with tourists all the time! I lived on a Council Estate with my mum and one of my brothers. Mum was a single parent and brought us up as well as she could but it was hard for here there, i was young and didnt realise what was going on. It was a difficult situationbecause me and my brother have different dads and it was hard in that my dad leved up the road and my bros dad lived down the road so mum was talk of the town. I loved it on the estate all my school freinds were there and i had such fun, not knowing the termoil my mum was going through.

We lived there a while then moved to Witherslack (no one will know where this is as its the back end of no where!!) Mum loved it here because no one knew her and she could start a new life for her and my brother who was only young, but at this time i was nearly 17 and hated it and my mother for making me move there! i traveled just over half an hour on the bus every morning to school where i tryed to stay the person i was befor but it was hard as i couldnt socialise afterschool with any of my friends. I latched onto a boy who i was with for 3 years, he was my escape from everything my horrible home life my horrible school life and the bits inbetween were with him! I loved him dearly and would have given the world for him but unfortunatly it was all one way as these things often are. His mum (bless her i still talk to her every weekend even now) rang one night to tell me that he had been cheating on me for a while so i cut my loss's and moved away.

I Moved to Nottingham, which i loved and miss now greatly i will move there to stay but its just getting the money to do it! anyway, i moved to Notts where i studyed at collage and got a degree. I spent 3 years doing as all students do skrimping and saving, falling in love, falling out of love, having copious amounts of sex and constantly worrying about deadlines for assignments! I loved it, and i made such good friends that will hopefully be with me forever! I miss some people so much it makes me regrett moving back to cumbria but i thought that was where the futer lay so i came home!

Im now back at home living between 3 houses as i dont have one of my own, no job because of the lack of tourists this year because of the wether no one needs staff so instead of dwelling on my worldly troubles i decided to write them all down.

And that brings us quite happily to you and why im here! I know its quite an overveiw of my life but ive left out the x-rated stuff as it involves other people i wouldnt want to name and shame any body would i???